Post by tori on Apr 21, 2011 23:09:29 GMT -4
I've been walking around all day, thinking.
I think i have a problem, I think I think too much.
I've been taught to hold back my tears and avoid them.
But you've made pain into something I could touch.
I've been walking around all day, laughing.
Think I'd be better off without you here, and I bet you are sweet and hard to get over.
So I'll cry and people will stop and stare.
Now thats ok, let them stop and stare...
Tori could not wait to see Fox again.
It was odd for her to think about it. It was unusual for her antisocial self to want to see someone again. But she did. She wanted to see Fox again; better yet, she couldn't wait to see him again. It wasn't like her. None of this was like her.
She didn't want friends, and yet she had agreed to go with Fox and meet some new people. She didn't want to be around anyone that could hurt her, and yet she was going to be hanging around Erika and Crepsley as they traveled to, of all places, Vampire Mountain. That was probably the most dangerous place she had ever been in her life. Aside from her father's house, of course.
Apparently this was the time for her to step outside of the comfortable shell she had spent her entire life inside. Between the friends she had made and the friends she would make... She definitely wasn't acting like the scared little girl she had been molded into since birth. And, for some reason, that was okay to the young woman.
She was in the big top now, her wings extended and flapping about as she cleaned the mats and made sure everything was ready for the next performance. The couple who normally did maintenance had asked her to cover for them while they "went off and explored" the nearby woods. Tori did not believe them for one minute, but she had accepted the job. She was not one who could say no, and this would help her get her mind off of things.
As she cleaned, a little song started to make its way past the girl's lips. It was soft, sung in almost a whisper, but it was a comfort to her. It was a way to past the time.